You know what's REALLY freaky? I'll tell you:
When I was about 4 years old? I was standing in the driveway of my parents' house, and suddenly I was not in my body on the driveway, but I was looking at the black night of space and stars all over it. I saw something. It was an invisible being that must have been huge, because it took up a slew of stars from where it lay sleeping, and the only way I could see it was an invisible being sleeping, was when it stirred in its sleep, and moved. When it moved, it was like the stars that were in the body area of it, were all distorted, like extended and blurry, and as the body sleeping stopped moving, the stars were just points in space that didn't move, and it was a clear picture. Well, I didn't know back then what it was, or I don't remember knowing. But when I looked at that memory later throughout my life, I just got the sense that the being laying in space taking up the place of all those stars, who was invisible, was me.
So here I was a little girl, and seeing this. Then I saw a huge male hand, which was just a hand with no body attached, and with its pointed finger, it tapped the sleeping being, and I heard a deep male sounding voice say, "It's your turn." And then, I was back standing in the driveway of my parents' home. So, just by the archetypal language of the scenery I saw, I figured it had something to do with incarnation...or re-incarnation.
And now, to show you how fucking strange this all is....
Just yesterday, after listening to a Jeffrey Daugherty video where he interviewed Robert Stanley, and Robert Stanley told us about a book he read and recommends everyone who is interested in this type of knowledge, to read that book, even though it's some 700 pages. And that you can find it free in PDF form on the web. Ok. So I went and found one. The first thing I see on the book is a picture of a huge hand, with a little man's (naked) body under it. And that is about how it felt like when I was 4 years old, standing in my parents' driveway, looking at that imagery which was being shown to me, of a huge hand, and that the body was about that size, that it shows in the picture....in other words, this is a synchronicity of some important proportion. Alright. I've said my piece. Here's the PDF book, so you can go look at that photo on the cover: https://archive.org/details/kupdf.net_the-shining-ones
It's just a very strange coincidence, wouldn't you say?