Disclaimer
My method of reading cards is as following:
i do shuffle them many times and continuously say in voice and think my question and throw them at a table and mix them.
Then once again i shuffle them many times and if i feel unsure i do additional throw and then shuffle
Then i take one part of cards 10 to 20 rotate them one time and then again shuffle .
This method is my own and its brings best result.
Additionally for me its proof that i deal with maximum probability and that i really don't know the order of cards, which should be always at random.
After such shuffle i start to pick cards from the top card deck.
Reference source for the card spread
After Celtic spread and reading it i shuffle the rest of cards again and build 4 rows, this give additional meaning , the cards from previous celtic spread are not used!
Additionally i would like to state i will not accept any request to do tarot reading on particular topic or anything else.
I decided do it here just for archive and for history reasons and if some of the topics will be picked by remote viewers , this would be interesting just to see how far off i was with my methods and guesses.
Question is: "I would like to know if god is an entity from chaos realm , which created light and all
observable to us matter, my assumption that god before creation of our universe was chaos entity ,
which wanted to be all powerful in his realm, but when it created light his consciousness changed
and thats it"
Tarot deck: The cosmic slumber tarot
Card meaning:
Pos 1: Present: 8 of cups
looking new paths to be even more powerfull , thats interesting.
Pos 2: Challenge: the tower
Its like i assumed, the plans of entity god did actually go broke, that means something gone as not
as expected
Pos 3: Subconscious: prince of swords
God is chaotic entity ! Many fear god , and thats god description of of God entity subconscious
Its fearful and powerful
Pos 4: Past: The devil
Right now you see only halph of the story, still this card represent dark entity and that's ok,
this actually what i really expected to see, my assumptions were correct!
Pos 5: Future: The morning
Rare card, actually meaning to start over, will the god restart his universe?
Pos 6: Near future: six of torches
This means God entity already achieved some success , i wonder what exactly.
Pos 7: Internal influences:three of swords
God is isolated, yes thats prove my theory, when the light was released God entity became separated from
chaos realm , interesting indeed!
Pos 8: External influences: ten of torches
God entity have responsibilities in our universe, so that means good have actual influence in our life's?
Pos 9: Hopes and fears: prince of torches
This card describe a behavior , that Got have a lot of power and it hard for this entity to control
the influence on other beings in our universe.
Pos 10: Outcome six of swords
Upheaval, feeling of final battle over what ? Does god entity wish to go back into chaos realm and claim
his superiority in the chaos realm with power which he created outside of the chaos realm,
because it looks like that.
1Row: Ace of swords reverse, nine of cups, ace of pentacles, wheel of fortune
Ultimate power sure card in reverse meaning that not at full potential,
Achieving goals,
Internal grow and balance,
The wheel of fortune represents the endless time , which cant be stopped
2Row The fool, two of swords, princess of swords reversed, queen of swords
Space before start,
Power and combative,
Mentor and good listener oh wow
3Row three of cups, two of cups, four of cups, seven of pentacles
Victory, Unity and balance, hard work creates actual results
4Row princess of pentacles reversed, the hanged one, five of swords, five of torches
intelligent and ambitious and understand the desires of mankind oh wow
The hanged one describe spiritual transformation,
God entity have opposing feelings, hm this means it really miss the chaos real from which it came
from, anyway cool impression
Tarot deck: Tarrot OF A.E Waite
Card meaning:
Pos 1: Present: Queen of swords
Commitment to truth above all else
Vision of new creation, well this another proof that my theory make sense!
Pos 2: Challenge: four of pentacles
The greed and power interfere with the creation of community!
Pos 3: Subconscious nine of pentacles
completion of journey, Trained and discipline mind
Pos 4: Past: reversed six of swords
Painful transition into new ,conscious of what was lost.
That exactly proves my point , God entity lost access to chaos realm after releasing light!!!
Pos 5:Future reversed devel
Again this card ! but in the future!
Represents the light that now is imprisoned and must be released
It actually means time to go into darkness and discover what is hidden there!
So God entity actually plans to invade again the chaos realm!
Pos 6: Near future reversed fool
Freedom and taking risk, preparation for big move!
Pos 7: Internal influences queen of cups
A healer, can lose the sense of service and can get lost in own emotion!
This explain that god is entity from chaos realm!
Pos 8: External influences six of pentacles
Kindness , charity, yes god entity gives light out and don't ask anything in return, but it means dependence
on this entity. So it means that god entity is very powerful.
Pos 9: Hopes and fears ten of swords
acceptance even if forced , that it will finally release the past and allow the birth of future.
Maybe God entity not sure that it has enough power to break into chaos realms , who knows.
Pos 10: Outcome: Ace of cups
A fresh start both spiritually and physical, once again i feel that God entity plan to break into chaos
realm.
Lets see what 4 rows will additionally show us:
1 row: Ace of swords, the world reversed, the lowers reversed, reversed 5 pentacles
Acceptance that everything of the past is lost, emerging new world, wondrous new possibilities
experience in the spiritual power of love and relationship.
The God entity does not help directly, people are free to choose there own path
2 row: The tower, 10 of wands, nine of swords, reversed 8 of cups
Once again Tower, and remember i shuffle cards really, really good!
This probably to big bang of universe creation, drastic environment change, creation of time and matter.
Oh this good let me quote tarot card description: "a great upheaval , the person who may not understand
what has happened , emerging spiritual consciousness, which simply dedicates himself to whatever needs
to be done so that other may flourish"
Panful truth it is, leaving something behind. A quest for what is missing.
3 row: 6 of cups, reversed justice, 3 of wands reversed, reversed 3 of swords
The God entity thinks a lot about chaos realm , the need to act justly,
Risk acting alone, sending something into the world e.g Jesus?!
Allow suffering and make everything trough struggle to everyone else.
4 row: 3 of cups, the star, the emperor reversed, reversed page of pentacles
Search of unity and missing friends, calm after great change, renewal , healing restoration
Power , authority , control and defending the weak,
Fascination for new knowledge and magic without any expectations and goals.
Summary:
So , what this telling us?
The story of creation of itself!
Well my two different tarot decks telling same story, there was a God entity which wanted to have
ultimate power in the chaos realm in which this entity existed!
It initiated new form of power which is light and everything what we see and measure.
Its null point creation of time and matter, but the entity behind of this creation
isolated itself from the rest of chaos realm and it can't reach the chaos realm anymore because of the created universe.
This actually was unexpected to God entity , so this plan didn't worked.
It's bounded to us and we bound to it, because the nature of creation is chaos , chaos is logically everywhere and this we will observe to end of time.
This explains a lot, academics for many years look for different concepts of creation of the universe and
they didn't found any stable model, which would describe the "thing" , so if our plane of existence originated from the chaos entity , which came from the chaos realm , then the rules of the Universe itself are not straight , they are non linear and they can negate each other , there no real symmetry in our universe mathematically speaking.
Another interesting observation the God entity goal is to reach the chaos realm and use the power from our universe!
God entity final goal to break into the chaos realm with energy stored in our universe and became the ultimate power in the chaos realm.
Maybe it's only halph of story , but its really explains a lot , people imagine god as peaceful and loving entity, but in the reality it
fierce and power hungry entity sure it cares about the created universe in which the god entity exist, but it allows struggle and the pain and the fear to exist.
Now lets connect what farsight team collected about Earth,
Earth is prison planet
In our universe exist different alien groups, which oppose each other
We on Earth oppose each other too
So the chaos is a rule in our universe and the peace will never exist , there will be always somewhere imbalance , but we have the power
to choose what to do about, the God entity chaotic it gives everyone freedom of choice and its not here to judge us, but rather to collect the power created by our actions whether it negative or positive it does not care!
This is it and i hope you find it interesting and i hope i wont get negative comments from religious people.