I want to ask you guys something, are your abilities increasing?
Like many, I am also going through further "awakening". This isn't anything new, but it has picked up drastically in intensity. My life experience is constantly changing in that sense, becoming richer and different to what it was the day before.
Ra and the Hebrew tree of life tell us among others that Oneness does a type of fracturing of itself into increasingly smaller aspects that might increasingly perceive themselves as separate as they move further from their knowledge of being part of Oneness. God is then within us, and every type of information that attempts to create a chasm between yourself and your identity as such would consequently be "in your way". The source communicating that information though, is also part of Oneness in that respect. This is in detail described in Ra through the density and polarity stuff. So, this "separating disinformation" is therefore a necessary prerequisite for this type of experience to be had at all...
Recently I did a regression hypnosis session, after which I could remember "things" to which I had no access before (emotional memories and visuals of "my life" but not "this life"). This showed me a part of my consciousness that had been occluded from myself... by myself. Even before that my dreams have changed and I have frequent premonitions of minor future events that usually unfold within the next day. But I've also foreseen major events in my life. I've had a dream last winter where I looked in the mirror and I was someone completely different (a Fat Chinese kid... if you read this say hello... we are the same identity). I have a decreasing sense of time passing and I find myself more and more in the moment, with increasing access to parallel "other moments". I can meditate for many hours without feeling time and a lot of information comes to me in these states. My dream journal is filled strange "outside" information that just comes to me at night. There is the rare nightmare in there as well that feels very negative and scary but it's very rare and I recognize it as an aspect of myself. When I read books on ETs I hear sudden tones in my ears. Recently I spoke to a guy in the street end ended up saying something quite negative about society, my right ear immediately started ringing like crazy. So something is definitely talking to me. My remote viewing has vastly improved. All of this is the consequence of my seeking since childhood and inner knowing that there is more, and that I cannot be constrained. I always "ask" for more because I'm generally so bored by life here. I'm very balanced and am very intuitive about people and I find it easy to love everyone.
Thus to me personally, awakening appears to be a process of becoming conscious of the more truthful nature of ourselves.
(PS. To the new age skepticals: I'm just as skeptical about sources and mindful of the "negative agenda" information out there as many people on these forums. But really it doesn't seem to change that my capacities are expanding and going beyond what your everyday human thinks could be part of their experience. In my opinion what limits them is their own beliefs of what they are. I'm letting go of the idea that ETs are separate from us. If you consider the fracturing model, we are really just fragments of them, and they are our higher consciousness. Not the highest, of course. If they pose as such, then "they" are up to no good. Sometimes they are felt as separate entities, sometimes as parts of ourselves, but it makes no difference, we're all One in the end. If you can balance yourself and be pure, this is how you will perceive the world, because you are part of God and perceive God creation through the sense of separateness. Just about to post this, and my left ear starts ringing very obviously.)
Anyone going through similar things?