if you are remembering a past-incarnation, that you lived, then, died, from...then, while it can be entertaining, it is **still** not back far enough to really get back to the root, the first-cause, that is really you.
the real you, would have existed before you had ever incarnated.
the real you was as a spirit, only.
i have a hunch that you would find your first-cause as you always were, as a spirit, would probably be in a human-looking (but flawless, and ageless, but young-looking, even if it has existed longer than the cosmos) type of form.
even if the spirit was incarnated into a body that did not look human, this is probably the case for that soul...
that form, along with your original name, is probably what 'they' don't want you to know or remember.
that name/identity that you had, then, was not a given-name from parents, as you had no parents before you were incarnated.
that name was stolen from you, the moment of your first biological incarnation.
it was probably stolen by-design, to also steal or suppress your power.
that name, probably is your key for your power, and to 'awaken' that part of yourself that 'sleeps' as your awareness is lucid only in your biological self....if you were to awaken that part of you (probably accomplished by using your original name) you would probably be immune, or able to be immune, to manipulators.
this seems to be one of possibly many of the the reasons for them going at great length to steal (and hide) this.
(psychopathic manipulators chose to do this to you.)
and people get decived into believing that they 'chose' to incarnate....
the 'reasons' that they are lied to and told, to buy into believing, can range from 'for the experience' to 'being sent on a 'divine mission' for whatever, to, 'to learn and grow' etc...it goes on and on.
but, to be honest, all that is moot.
you were literally perfect before you incarnated.
you had all knowledge, you had super-powers. you did not need to 'learn and grow' and you did not need to suffer. ever.
(the only thing you lacked, was the immunity to whatever they did to make you incarnate. the electroshock and soul-division, are two of the things you needed immunity to, but did not yet have. if you did, you'd still be a true-immortal spirit and never have to fear anything, ever.)
'they' did this to you, to make you suffer, when you were 'born' and then as they say 'forgot' (more accurately, your memory was stolen) and your original identity, was stolen, along with the language you had used.
so, while entertaining, 'past lives' can be fun to talk about, but are only a distraction from what you really need to know, to get to the actual root.
i would like to see someone who is adept at triggering 'past life regression' to take someone all the way back to **before** they had ever incarnated, ever....
and **then** see what data they can get...
and go really in-depth to milk every bit of information that can be had...(which, may require more than one session)...and to do this, with multiple people...
and, that individual would need to somehow be able to do it, without any supernatural, etc, manipulators screwing up the data, in any way.
**that** has not been done yet....
but, it is beyond the time that it should have been done....
(and i hope the right person, reads this....or, a person, who knows who the right person is, forwards this on to them.)
now **that** would be astounding....(and, actually useful. maybe even the data needed to get out of the death-traps.)