Monday October 11, 2021, 7:30 am
What we were doing all our lives was TRYING to wake up, struggling to wake up, all the while the dark forces and their pretend light forces, another faction of the dark force, was trying to keep us asleep and dumbed down!
I realized last night through my dream world just how badly we've all been dumbed down, kept duped, so that they, the hive mind, have been using our power and energy for their own evil ends.
I had a few dreams then woke up. Usually the dreams fade quickly and try as I might I can't seem to go back in to reach them to take a second, objective look at them. But this morning I was finally able to back-track into them somewhat. Not as far back as I would have liked! But I got a lot more review of them than ever before!
And what do you know?! It's the same as the only two lucid dreams I ever had in this life, they attacked me and prevented me from having any more lucid dreams. In my dreams, I found the same pattern throughout! They are always envying me, patroling, guarding that I never am able to delve in deep enough to see what is REALLY going on, and always attacking me in one or another way.
In this dream, it was evident what their presence was. I remember walking through a landscape that was warm weathered, but on the ground were snow patches with little streams and puddles connecting them. I was in my past life personality, carefree and happy, just being myself, and jumping from clumps of snow covered dirt avoiding the puddles, slush, and streams, and I noticed I was being watched and envied by that dream-police-force that are almost always, that I can see, around nosying, interfering in my life.
I saw two young boy children standing in the snow, stranded. So I took the risk of walking through that snow area without thinking of my personal comfort, and I picked up the boy in my arm and took the other one by the hand, bringing them out of there and back to safety.
Next, I was at a construction site which looked like a house was being built, and it was pretty much only at the foundational level still. No walls up. Now I'm in my present life's personality. I was climbing on those boards that were criss-crossed, like walls built but laid down on the floor, or floor skeleton in, but no flat surface board on top of it. And I was trying to keep on the boards without falling through the hole parts. I also had a long pole in my hand at another time, poking at the structure.
When I was done with that place, I moved along on the ground toward a built up area where there were some restaurants. I was then thinking about delicious food that I might eat, when I noticed two of their guard-spies had been following my every move, a female and a male. As soon as I thought about food, that rude and cruel female entity said something about cannibalism in order to cut me up, to make me feel disgusted, which I was, because they are disgusting with no intelligent thoughts in their head. I flew upward, above them trying to get away. I had to put so much energy into it because my body felt so heavy and it was such a struggle to fly higher and higher to get away from their ugly corrupt presence. But I forced myself up above and further away until I was flying up into the sky and disappeared into a cloud, and from there, where I was now slowly waking up, I sent a terrible lightning bolt down to the ground to curse them in their ways to prevent their being able to go further to hurt anyone else.
That lightning bolt came out of the cloud I had disappeared in, and clapped the ground where the restaurant was, it crashed into the ground leaving a black burned shadow of itself on the ground, and it went under the corner of the building of the restaurant and then went up the left leg of that male guard who was on one side of the burnt lightning on the ground, and up the left leg of the female guard on the other side of it, and it burned a black mark deep into their structure up to their knee, and I said to them, invisibly from the sky, that it is a mark upon them, a curse, so that no one will have anything to do with them, that they will be rejected even from that guard job they now had, and everyone who sees them will stay far away from them because they will sense their utter ugliness and that curse on them will make their utter evil and ugliness known to all, so that they will be recognized for what they are, and will be pushed away and isolated, since no one will have anything to do with them. Then I woke out of that dream.
When I went to the washroom, I began remembering the dream, which usually by that time has disappeared and is unable to be back tracked to pull out to look at, but this time I was able to gradually pull it out to look at it.
And that made me to realize a lot of things such as that we've been forcefully dumbed down. Which made me to remember that robotic voice 'lady' that I had listened to last night before I finally shut donw the last and 4th video in the middle of it, where the hypnotist lady Suzanne Spooner, asked the entity something, and it slipped out like what is called a "Freudian Slip," that they are evil pretending to be good. I'll record the exact words later when I reopen it.
But that is what I began thinking about, all the horrific things I was listening to coming from its mouth. And I saw that, in the second video, not the interview of Beverly Rickard, the lady whose voice they used, but the 3rd video, which is the second time that robotic sounding entity came along. The entity was so horribly affected by the energy on this planet (Jan. 30, 2021) that the body of Beverly was shaking, which surprised Suzanne so that she asked it what was wrong. It appears those so-called 'helper' entities have NO PROBLEM watching US go through hell here on Earth and having to put up and DEAL WITH IT, but just a few seconds in for them, and they're uncontrollably shaking and barely able to hold back from crying.
That showed me something. Besides, the language 'they,' it, the entity used while communicating through Beverly's body, talking about the "WHITE LIGHT." I have learned through reading Theresa Talea's book "Eternal Humans And The Finite 'gods' " that All That Is, The Pure Essence said that the white light is death-science technology, and to stay AWAY from it.
And, this entity, who wouldn't give a name or an idea where it comes from, so that Suzanne calls it "the Designer" for lack of better description; this designer was using strange ALIEN terms to describe us as Humanity, saying we are like cylinders! We are to them like a soul dropped down to the bottom of a cylinder where what we "think" with our "mind" are like molecules floating around in that cylinder. And that, the way we are connected to one another, is through a "wave" or top of each cylinder, that "they," who ever they are, function on top of that wave, manipulating the molecules within each cylinder to spread whatever game plan they would like to see unfolding. But except for the dark force, who dropped in 2 malicious molecules, they don't seem to have any other enemy or intruder into their game of intrusions on us.
They bring in the use of the word "Source," but with the way they use all their other terminology, one has to wonder exactly what 'Source' are they talking about.
Especially now, seeing after I have watched 3 and a half videos with their influence in them, that suddenly I get a breakthrough in my dreams and am finally able to see how horribly manipulated I have been, all my life! and that with hearing truth, the truth will set you free? It seems that, what Ever those forces are, who are making a show of 'helping' us, are in reality desperate of losing all this that they have been doing to us, and by pretending to be 'helping' us, they have actually revealed truths that have been kept from our knowing, which upon hearing them, has helped wake us up and set us free. I know I have suddenly found more freedom in my dream world, as well as now having other truths, some very quickly as well, to rise to the surface showing me other things that are now making sense, in what used to be a very complicated cover up!
These are the videos, in order:
- The Designer Series Session 1 ~ Suzanne Spooner QHHT. [2:12:44]
- The Designer Series ~ Suzanne Spooner Interviews the QHHT Client. [1:24:39]
- The Designer Series Session 2 ~ Suzanne Spooner QHHT. [1:52:46]
- The Designer Series Session 3 ~ Suzanne Spooner QHHT. [2:19:07]
And this is the Freudian Slip, which left me stunned yesterday so that I stopped it there to hear it again today to make sure I'm hearing this correctly.
At 1:26:18 of "The Designer Series Session 3":
S: (With all the chaos that is going on currently) "If we step back and view it as an observer and not get tied into the emotion of it, we serve ourselves better by being in that observer state, is that right?"
D: "Yes. This is a form of molecular distraction from the integration."
S: "Ok. And so, when we stay in that observer role and don't get emotionally tied into it, what is happening to us at that time?"
D: "You will be worked with at soul level."
S: "What do you mean by that?"
D: "That vibration is evil to be accepted."
S: "The higher vibration?"
S: "Ok. So meditation, observation, focusing on positive, all these things benefit us at this time, is that what you're saying?"
D: "Growing. Distract with positive things that bring joy to the individual. All these negative distractions are filling realities with negativity making it harder to implement any positivity."
S: "Ok, so we got our work cut out for us to stay in a positive state throughout all this?"
D: "That is how this timing is designed. Only some will be able to understand it. It is to keep the balance."
S: "Explain that more. That is so fascinating."
D: "If we did not have the souls that chose to accept these negativities, we would not be able to understand that there was joy."
S: "Ok, so it's a balance between two ends, it sounds like."
D: "It's like perspective."
S: "Like perspective, ok, very good..."