I have slowly over the years come to the conclusion that there is no God. After doing kundalini yoga I felt it strongly and I could name it: there is no God outside of me, I am alone, I have to take responsibility myself.
Still I have felt that there is Something, too many syncronisities, too many like-guided experiences, what I need comes to me etc.
I feel as if I have been in a child like state for most of my life, needing The God figure, like a child needs dad or mom. But that's over now. Still there IS something, I can't describe - The Force or what?

This really all boils down to human language, which really are just symbolic attempts to convey what is that cannot be expressed. The magnificence and complexity of 'God' or universe cannot be completely understood by our human minds, or expressed through words. 'God' is ultimately just a word, and as such, there are many different definitions of God. I wouldn't worry too much about symbols or definitions and simply appreciate the essence of What Is. Because whatever you want to call it -- God -- Great Spirit -- Divine Intelligence -- Universal Consciousness -- there IS an essence at the root of all creation, and it is also within all of us.

What most atheists fail to realize is that subjective consciousness did not miraculously spawn out of a miracle of dead objects organizing themselves into trillions of cells, organs, and entities; consciousness is fundamental to the universe, and there is an intelligence to creation that is clear to see. There are many respected scientists, especially great pioneers of quantum physics, who think along these lines. Remote viewing wouldn't even be possible if there wasn't some aspect of consciousness that transcended space and time (hence being infinite). When people say "I believe in God" I don't think most people mean a literal man in the sky. I'd like to say I believe in God but it is something much greater than anything I can conceptualize.

Leena, thank you.

Wonderful! That's it, say no more! You have found and experienced the God-Within.

Now, as you drink the water from your Inner Source, you will find that you don't need anything else.

If you choose to read this post that I'm writing now or all the posts and videos from this platform, that's alright. But in reality, you don't need to read, listen or watch anything from outside of yourself to get the information that you need. All you have to do is to look/listen inside at the God-Within.

Please, monitor your thoughts. And if you don't do that already, learn to recognize the outside interference that constantly bombards earth . Perhaps you already know how to deal with this interference. But if you don't, I suggest that you research how to reclaim your Sovereignty and set your sovereign space which is a physical space that nothing can invade and interfere with your privacy.

Finally, please be aware that life may become different, and even very boring and heavy. As a result you may feel a need to leave earth. It is your choice but it would be nice if you stay.

Father is all around and in every one of us just takes a hands off love from a distance approach and who has been hurt more than Father with what his children do to each other can not even imagine the suffering inspires us all to keep going

sweetie..... YOU are god..... its on the inside.