Clancy, if I may suggest someone more "positive" to follow.
Honor Lottering, she has a youtube channel called Multi Dimensional World 2020 and Beyond, she is super low profile.
Let me tell you, I have been following her since she appeared together with Elena Danaan in a video (maybe 2020 I guess). That woman (Honor) is way ahead of this polarity BS. She is aware of Farsight either.
From my understanding, she distanced herself from all this deep state, polarity, they vs us stuff.
She even says, which I agree, that we should stop giving attention to some of the stuff that the so called good guys say, such as dates of events, etc (I used to follow Sam the Illusionist - I stopped because of that - I do not think his intentions are bad though). Honor even hinted very politely recently to beware of people claiming to have chips/devices in the brain that allow them to talk to aliens (I understood that as refering to Elena), etc.
I agree with Jon, meditating is best, we create our reality with what we focus on. Hope it helps.