hey Adam
these are not easy times but at the same they can be.
i resonate with you in this matter, summer last year had a nervous break down, start to experience a lot of anxiety, and panic attacks. definitely i don't recomend it :). but it affected my sleep in such a way that i started to having problems in my life social professional and so on. i was sleeping like like 4 hours a day sometimes even 3. it was extremely bad. i was able to find a way, wich was meditation before bed, its just like a hammer, another thing was intermitent fasting, somehow my sleep hours were more profound and more rejuvenating, and exercice.

According to Suspicious Observers, the Club of Rome, and know finally some new reports from the scientific community, there is the indication that the earth's core is shifting and by the decade of 2030's with will reach 90 degrees, what this makes is that earth's magnetic field is weakening therefore we are receiving more radiation from them sun.
in other words this affects our body, and our minds.
Our nervous system becames affected by the moon the Sun and so on. So there is a need for us to cultivate a more balance state of being, in order to become in alignment with those energies. that's also why we see much disruption in the system, all that is out of alignment must become first to awareness in order to give room to change. you cannot change what you are not aware of.
Our ancient shamanic elders talked about this, they call it "The era of Pachacute", the end of the darkness.. its the crossing of the river. where we choose to wich Earth we want to be.
Not only that we have also a system in place in social media and mainstream media that is dedicated also to enhance that lower vibration to a more dense state, so it's important to find ways to create a life with something that fulfill us just a little bit in order to get that momentum coming in other things.
Since we are talking about alcohol or drugs we are talking about using a chemical to almost "erase" the noise from the world so, by fullfing the body, so it can then influence the mind, by putting it to sleep.

Hey Larry, thank you for your message I find it touching and interesting. Touching as just like you can cannot share these things even with my wife so I know how you feel and can relate to that, it's easy to be very lonely with all this. Thank you for letting me know about the infra-red lens, I wasn't aware of this.

Let me share my recent story (last two years) in the hope it might be useful to anyone, I will make it concise and short. No more than two years ago, I was like anybody in the street, unaware of anything beyond knowing the regular lies and conspiracies involving governments, etc. But I had one key difference with the mass: I had an open-mind (I thought it was the case with most people and I found out the hard way it wasn't the case). I would not dismiss statements and facts before having done my homework first with some serious digging.
I started from looking into simple UFO news and it transformed in a very large and deep exploration of about most of the "paranormal" subjects. The stack of books grew rapidly in my library, hours spent to listen to youtube / audible on the road.

I have a kid and felt compelled to better understand the world in which he would grow, I wanted to build my own opinion of these subjects, if any of these crazy things was possible at all, I had to at least be aware it. So it started with UFOs conex topics such as consciousness, spiritism, and it brought me into Indian and Chinese theories on the energies, alchemy, occultism, dog-man / moth-man, NDEs, OBEs and so on.

After a few weeks of research, my world broke down. 3 weeks of sleepless nights.

I knew there was a lot of truth in all this, too much consistency in the data, too much pattern matching across stories from different civilisation, different ages.

Honestly, I spent 2 years studying these topics as seriously as in preparing a Master degree, in my spare time. As you might guess it is far from being enough to be expert in any of these domains but my first goal was get a fairly solid global overview.
The way these domains fit together starts to make sense in my mind. It's like a jigsaw with a lot of missing pieces but at least I feel like I start to see shapes.
Don't get me wrong, I am sincerely being humble here, just trying to explain my mindset into facing this new reality.

Here are some of the findings that might interest you:
- There is no real separation between the paranormal topics, there is a continuity between them
- There is an overall chilling consistency in paranormal topics, there isn't that much contradictions (As I thought I would find)
- I discovered that as in most regular domains, people tend to stick to their chapel (for example biologist are often very specialized and sharp on a particular topic only). Ufologist are often unaware of Spiritism for example, and they should be.
- People developing cross competencies (for example Ufology + Spiritism + RV) are more likely to build themselves a better understanding of things
- A lot of people are at least aware of some esoteric facts (ask your hairdresser if he has witnessed something abnormal in his life, many people have a story to share and they often don't talk about it fearing to be shamed (UFO, ghost, premonition, etc))
- What Shamans, Chinese masters, Indian Gurus, Psychics say are not to dismiss, don't under estimate their knowledge, there is a lot to learn from them
- always consider the simple explanations first but do not dismiss any possibility unless you have seriously looked into them
- "paranormal" knowledge has limited benefits unless they are put into practice
- believe in statistics and pattern analysis, they will tell you what is likely to be the truth, don't trust fully any single isolated source of data

There are a few things I do daily that 2 years ago I wouldn't even have thought doing: meditation, energetic work, OBE training, psy / intuition work. I had my first OBEs a few months back, it changed my life for ever. I was not in my body, fully conscious and my vision was clearer than when I am awake. See for yourselves, there is no replacing that.

I will eventually train myself on RV but I don't want to spread myself too much on too many things at a time.
I feel like my world broadens a lot and I wish the same to anybody ready for it. I know ETs are at reach with CE5 / RV, I know we can explore other worlds with OBEs, we can even meet in other dimensions while we sleep.

All this is scary, but it's also a crazy pile of opportunities, lets embrace them. Let's not worry too much without acting, I think it makes a lot of sense to empower ourselves.

Hey Yannick, Our paths are similar. Agree to truly know - gnosis - is direct experience & validation. Has your experience so far validated or even contradicted Courtney?
Actually working on OBE but only short so far. Lucid dreaming has been exciting when you know you are conscious in a dream that suddenly you become and direct. Crazy. Enjoy your journeys

Hey Larry, I cannot validate or contradict Courtney so far, I am at the really beginning of my journey. The sensations of an Lucid OBE are unmistakable in the sense that you are certain it's not a regular dream. I haven't been able to fully control where I wanted to go so far, I have been like spawned in places, just like in a video game and from there I was free to explore around. I think my guides might have brought me there to teach me some lessons. I haven't seen or spoken to ETs yet.

I am currently learning to control to trigger OBEs at will, I am at a point where I manage to put my body in the vibration state with a fairly good rate of success but I struggle to detach myself from the body snap effect (putting you back in your physical body if you are within a short range). Sometimes I managed to go a bit further on my own but the emotion associated with the success brought me back. Also I have seen things that I do not understand at all in these attempts, some of which felt bi-dimensional which was very strange, I googled around but did not manage to find any explanation.

It feels to me like there are different kind of experiences, there is much more than just OBEs and dreams, experiences have different feelings / textures to them. I think in some of these experiences that I would struggle to name, I witnessed with clarity events that might have happened in the past, and in these I was like perceiving the feelings and thoughts of people involved, that was weird. Was it some sort of akashic record entry? the ones in which RVs tap into? I don't know, I hope to eventually figure it out.

As an example, once I was in what looked like an old apartment, it might have been a place I lived in in a previous life but it's just a guess. What I can say is that time I was fully lucid, I had access to my regular memory, I would have been able to recall my home address or my phone number, the clarity of view was very shocking and much better than when awoke like all was in 4K, and I was freely floating around and event went through the ceiling. It was my first time experiencing the strange sensations of vibrations and I did not notice my body in this experience. I tried to climb up to figure out where I was on the planet, I thought I would have been to recognise the coast at some point. In my climb I could see a coast, docks ships, a city, street lights but at some point I felt like I was blocked and could not climb further which surprised me. I have no explanation for that either.

Meditating and learning to bring some calm in my mind as also changed things, it seems like it expanded my senses. I sometime perceived pictures in a flash during a few fractions of seconds, sometimes I hear sounds, even smell things, I have no clue what these are about but it looks like my perceptions are expending. Once I saw a flash of what I would qualify being a lizard eye looking at me, it was before I heard of any story about reptilians.

It's messy, blurry, somewhat confusing so far, it would make sense if it's a milestone in the learning process.

Now about the Earth trap.

Occultism and spiritism emphasise the many layers of reality (from dense to subtle) and the many interactions between them. Courtney's team focuses on the dense layer we live in (which makes sense) as well as some other denses layers around. I would be curious to get a better understanding of what this soul trap is about but I am not too worried about it either, as I feel that trap might work in dense layers. One way to get out of here could be to evolve as spirits /ISBEs and raise our vibrations.

However I think they might indeed be onto something, in the watch?v=cB03YL5xcko youtube video, Michel Deseille interviews two Rose Croix Initiates (it's in french but give a try to auto-subtitles). La Troisieme Rose says he perceived there was something put in place to bring the souls back to Earth (he didn't say they were forced to though). An other very interesting thing he said was about these fake angels, like entities appearing with large wings and shiny aura colors (such as described by Princess Jenee I think in the death trap video). He said not to get fooled by these beings but he did not go into too much details, I bet he met them tough.

Spiritism (Le livre des esprits, Allan Kardec) says that in some worlds, spririts / ISBEs forget everything from a life to the next, and in some we remember everything. In the former worlds, is there a similar trap the one on Earth?
Are these really traps for the sole sake of confining ISBEs to a place and to take their freedom away? or are these places of opportunities to multiply experiences without dragging the weight of the past experiences in the new ones?
Spritism says there is no need to access past memories to evolve. Luis Minero in his excellent book on OBEs argues that remembering all from our previous lifes would be counterproductive for many experiences, and he has a point.
Could the reptilian be themselves part of a higher plot? That would not surprise me, as this dense Universe seems to be all about being a learning ground.
Spritism and 'demystifying the out-of-body experence' book, as well as Reiki books say that when Sprirts have a level of vibration too high, they cannot come down here and help directly, they need to do it through channelers (low vibration spirits of intra-physical beings). I see there an other proof that evolving is one of the ways to escape the trap, by reaching higher vibration worlds.

Hey Yannick, Robert Monroe said in his book, Journeys Out of the Body, controlling his travel or destination was a major issue he had to solve. When he went to a university to have his EEG monitored during an OBE he struggled to achieve it on demand so good luck with that.
Have done meditation (TM) since college and grateful for the benefits received over the last 30 yrs. In fact I use the word “flash” as well for what seems to be intuitive bursts that I attribute to mediation. Recently was discussing the sale of my house with someone who mentioned the declining economy and housing market. A “flash” in my mind said no it will sell quickly and well. It sold within 4 days above list. Regret using materialistic examples here but dialog needs that honesty so he is another. Used to live and work in Las Vegas and played blackjack for years. I would walk past the tables and get a “feel” for what dealers I resonated with and played at their table. Often could sense the next card I would be dealt if I requested a hit. Sometimes would visualize the card I wanted then would blank my mind during the hit. Surprising how often it worked but did not quit my day job😃
You mentioned spirits with high vibration or frequency can not come here to help in our low frequency. I have read the opposite as well where we can not ascend to a dimension where the frequency would be far too high for us to exist.
The soul trap scenario would be far too much to launch into now. However I agree with Courtney and his team that it exists. Have not RV’d it but hope to. Learning RV from Farsight’s online free courses. Brett Stuart of Technical Intuition has stumbled on to the soul traps twice. Once when the target was how to achieve Moksha. His team was stunned by the horror they described. That video was removed from his channel on YouTube years ago as well as on Bitchute. Think only exists in the Internet Archive now. A second project was to target the Urantia papers. Near the end of the session the tasker asked them to draw the beings they saw as “watchers” over the earth. They drew mantis type beings/insects.

Have used hypnosis on myself and others for many years for many purposes. One subject who had zero knowledge of any of this started channeling the “collective consciousness of the Galactic Federation.” This was about 10 years ago and I was clueless about their existence. Info was given that I intuitively knew I must obey despite my personal objections. My subject had no memory of this other than a sensation that her “larynx” was being manipulated. In retrospect the advice was valuable and gives me hope in humanity’s survival.
Quantum Healing Therapists found that their subjects were tricked into reincarnating by their “spirit guides.” They began to use a suggestion to their subjects that when spirit guides appeared they would be able to see them as they existed prior to the session. They saw reptilians. I use this suggestion as well and find it true. The amount of neural engagement we can be subjected to by the grays, reptilians, and mantis beings is staggering.
Finally I agree the solution to escape to raising your frequency now. However like you I have kids. I don’t want to leave them to struggle with this. Not sure if an individual escape would work for me. Reminds me of what I read about having children creates karmic entanglement. Yeah true but just means we have a bigger challenge to remove this. That will be daunting as it may be that many want us here in this scenario. We offer the universe great Loosh as Robert Monroe found.

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