Until farsight, I had bought into two key items. 1. Death traps were gone and 2. Bad ets have been kicked out of the solar system
The data suggests that isn’t so.
I did nothing but cry and grieve for days taking that into my heart. I’ve always felt like a slave and I now understand why.
My grief is turning into a fire to figure out two things 1. Training to escape death traps or at least try. I want out of this horrible place 2. Memory retrieval. I have been processing (physically/emotionally) what appears to be trauma based mind programming but no full memories just the trauma.
Insights on these areas would be appreciated and why the GFW Elena Danaan is pitching traps and bad ets gone
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Thanks Jon. I will look for the leaving the matrix thread. Been in the dark night 4 years. Quite familiar with every awakening method also being a trap. I only trust myself at this point. I experience intense aloneness of mind. I know more than anyone I am physically around. Online digital places don’t meet that place of meeting another isbe face to face.
Anyway, how about my second question. I’ve tried everything I know to go inward for memory retrieval. I’ve been told it’s blocked but I wonder if it’s just gone from getting zapped. I have done nothing but journey inward for four solid years. I got rid of ‘normal life’ and left as many trappings as I could to begin breathing. I have only my vehicle and my clothes. I’m in Mt. Shasta now and it’s been a healing journey here.
So I want my memories really to access abilities I’ve forgotten. If I’m on my own here and on a certain level that feels true. I need all the abilities I can to move liberation into the collective heart.
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