Until farsight, I had bought into two key items. 1. Death traps were gone and 2. Bad ets have been kicked out of the solar system

The data suggests that isn’t so.

I did nothing but cry and grieve for days taking that into my heart. I’ve always felt like a slave and I now understand why.

My grief is turning into a fire to figure out two things 1. Training to escape death traps or at least try. I want out of this horrible place 2. Memory retrieval. I have been processing (physically/emotionally) what appears to be trauma based mind programming but no full memories just the trauma.

Insights on these areas would be appreciated and why the GFW Elena Danaan is pitching traps and bad ets gone

Also, trust yourself only. Everyone else can change in an instant when their soul leaves and another can take it's place. Many are overshadowed/possessed by fallen demonic trash at the moment. Your greatest ally is your higher self/spirit.

@Ralph

"1. Training to escape death traps or at least try. I want out of this horrible place"

As long as you think it's a horrible place, they are able to use that horror against you. You need to go through all the stages of grieving: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance.

"2. Memory retrieval. I have been processing (physically/emotionally) what appears to be trauma based mind programming but no full memories just the trauma."

You need to understand how dissociation works:

➡️ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociation_(psychology)#Treatment

"Your greatest ally is your higher self/spirit."

This is a good advice. You can ask your higher self to remove a blockage, but you also need to understand: The higher self will not work against your dissociation, as its a survival mechanism of the mind so you don't get incapacitated and die. This is very important, and the higher self knows that. If you start that journey, you need to be patient. Make small steps. A therapist can help you with the practical parts of developing mindfulness, as that normally reveals problems in the family, mostly with the parents and violent upbringing.

The only thing I've trusted so far is repeatable experiments. Remote viewing is hardly consistently repeatable because it depends on the viewer, the results are always shifting. However, it can show promise when established remote viewers have a good track record against a probability control. I'm no mathematician so I haven't been able to calculate that comparison. I also don't often have direct access to these high level viewers so I can't rule out the possibility that many or all are faking it.

There are, however, the ones I was able to individually task that showed high comparison from a probability control. And I can only assume that corroborating findings across remote viewers (especially competing brands) will lead the way.

And the only way I can consider myself to move the grassroots movement forward is to join them.

The only thing that comes close to this being part of the solution, to me, is legalese that can be heavily backed by the law books themselves.

Absolutely everything else out there so far: I don't trust worth a damn.

Ralph what Manuel said "As long as you think it's a horrible place, they are able to use that horror against you. You need to go through all the stages of grieving: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance." this is one of the process that is worked in shamanic practices, being in your center, in a coherence manner is key for a higher vibrational state and to work in the process you want to work, each day is a new day to work on us, and like my self this process of dark nights of the souls is paramount important, but being in a state of gratitude for the things you have been experienced and acknowledging in these last 4 years, that is gold, so for me the first process is to work on the 3 body's, first the physical, we got to bring alignment into the body, exercise is a good way to release stress, develop endorphins and raise that BDNF phactor, yoga is another key component since it allows to bring coherence in the energy centers/chakras, fascial maneuvres exercices is also key, good conscious of diet, good sleep, meditation before bed all of it to put it in a state of balance, that will give room to deal with the "2nd body" the mind, coherence in the physical will lead to coherence in the mind, new synaptic connections will start to become more highly connected and will lead to other states of thinking/consciousness, then one thing leads to another, then the 3rd body, spiritual/ethereal/energetic body that you will work, it is a toroidal bubble, you feed the system the system feeds you back.
Your a soul inside of a body that has ancestral/family DNA/genetic blueprints, emotions/thought forms, it's not just your construct that you/us are dealing with, it's also with all of the ones behind us.