Re: «I don't like the man who betrayed his brother and let him die on the cross in order to start a new religion.»
Have you even personally Remote-Viewed the Crucifixion-Project Target for yourself ? There wasn't any actual indication that the «patsy» and the man whom you are hating upon ever even met each other even though he was apparently able to perceive what was going on like a Remote-Viewer who wasn't even using any form of ASRV-Protocols; his own brother ?
And are you really, Really, REALLY trying to tell us that you, YOU, yourself, have NEVER done anything that anybody would EVER consider to be in the category of a «betrayal» upon others ? Did you know that, when I observe people being very, Very, VERY HIGHLY «critical» of others (full of disdain), especially with such people as pseudo-skeptics and those in the MSM who are always accusing Vladimir Putin of all kinds of «he's the current Hitler» that in EVERY case the «accuser» is actually «guilty» of the SAME thing in which they «accuse» others of themselves ? The psychology term for this is called: Projection
And how do you khow that he tried to «start a new religion» when in fact he was actually in DISPUTE with ALL of the «religious-leaders» and «religious-order» of the day ? In reality he was actually trying to OVER-TURN the EXISTENCE of «Religion» but neither did he live a life that was completely free of suffering. The FACT that you are «quoting» from «Wikipedia» as IF it's some sort of «trust-worthy» SOURCE of «information» for ANYTHING that has ANY amount of «controversy» surrounding it already DEMONSTRATES your lack of discernment.
Do you really think that you, yourself, are some sort of a «saint» who aren't going to have other people «auto-hating» you automatically once they see the «skeletons in your OWN closet» ?
https://www.phrases.org.uk/meanings/skeleton-in-the-closet.html
Bro, I can tell you for a FACT, that, when it comes to people of the Pure-Realm, NONE of them feel nor express ANY «animosity» NOR «hatred» for others... even if they happen to be Adolph Hitler (but they also know that such people cause their OWN «suffering» experiences through their own negative-choices). An extremely TINY percentage of ISBEs had EVER managed to return back to the Pure-REalm, what I estimate to be around maybe 0.00000000000000000000000000003% of this whole entire universe's population, the ISBE that animated the Adolph Hitler fellow having taken the LONGEST to «escape» from here; on average, the FEW who did still took the average equivalent-time of approximately one million earth-life-equivalent years; the ONE who came out the FASTEST apparently only needed the equivalent of 10K earth-life-equivalent years.
And did you think that Yeshua ben Yosef or even Terence de Malahèrre have NEVER «experienced» traumatising «suffering» life-events ? He's had a son or two die in a car-crash/accident, the Tasmanian police gave him a great deal of harassment and accostment; there have been more than one occasions where the police went to his him, holding their baton-clubs,looking at him smugly and tapping their batons in their hands repeatedly, saying: «So... are you going to pay up or are we going to have to arrest you?» And of course he «wrote» to them how he «did not like» when they came to his home both unannounced and uninvited in order to look at him in a threatening manner whilst batting their batons in their hands like bully boys...
I also quote from one of his past e-mail correspondences to myself:
«hello Aeius, I regret the delay in replying and your email has been sitting on my desktop for a while now - I have had heart problems and only came home last week after open heart surgery at the Hobart Hospital - I am still recovering and now fitted with a pacemaker that keeps my ticker operational but there seems to be a problem with it so as yet I am a little unsteady so to speak -»
I do have quite a few e-mail correspondences with him starting from all the way back around February 2009CE which relate to his documents, his own life, what he knows and what he remembers/remembered/perceived/etc., and, I can most-certainly say for a FACT that I KNOW that he is JUST as capable of making «human-error» as anyone else; he's not God, nor does he claim to be God, but, he KNOWS that ANY «suffering» he goes through is ALWAYS because of some kind of «suffering» that he had once been complicit unto others before (he used to work as a Police-Officer and anybody who hasn't been living under a rock knows just how much the public continues to despise the police-forces in greater and greater numbers).
You need to stop «trapping» yourself with your negative-emotions; remember, the first step to recovering from your problems, is to admit that you have a problem. You cannot be helped if you continue to be a stubborn immature ISBE who keeps kicking and screaming and throwing out the baby with the bath-water every time you throw such tantrums.