Linda human speaking. Please forgive me. I never know, if, I ever offend anyone. I never have. I do not see it. Only later I wonder and I grieve. So I don't make friends because I don't wish to hurt anyone. Please accept my apology. I cannot promise it won't happen again because my comprehension is off. Back story, I left a very expensive private school, at 15 illiterate. Teachers could not teach me. I could not learn from them. I sat as a pretty girl in the back of the classroom just doing art work. Boy's liked me. Girls were mean to me. Some teachers hit me. I know real abuse outside home and inside home. I left school and I thought I can use my hands they work well. So I became a Cinderella. I grew and I learned the hard way. I am street smart. I am smart and intelligent I knew this because I knew also I was not learning like school mates were. I cheated and I lied to live. I don't need these tools anymore. I am now educated in a few ways. Please do not feel intimidated by my words, I may get them wrong and interpretation will be off - OK. I say what I feel, I act on how I feel. This has helped me out in many life and death situations. Because of this I live within CPTSD because I have served my country with honor. I will go now. Thank you. Out.
Linda, you are pretty much the only person on these forums that gives a shit about what I've done with Nova. And for that I offer you much gratitude. I feel invisible here honestly. People aren't ready for me.