I had a dream were I was in a church and was presented with an image of an angel. Next thing I know I was pulled out by what seems to be Yeme and a friend. The E.T's that accompanied them started observing my subconcious. When they got the info they wanted they moved on to some tests in my intestines. I agreed and something cleared up, like being healed. Then they wanted to adjust my DNA, I sensed bad intent and immidiatly without my concious replying my subconcious said "I do not consent". The being that presented herself as Yeme gave a shocked face. She said "But you will die!!!". My subconcous said again "I do not consent!". My conciousness came forward and realized it might not be the farsight E.T.'s or personel.

I have been abducted before. I can recall at least 4 or 5 times. With me they come when I'm sleeping. They ask consent in a split second so the concious part cannot reflect. And I channel kind entities during the day that laugh a lot through my body. Makes me wonder who they are. Good or bad E.T.'s? My gues is that they are mostly bad E.T.'s. They've been hindering me to study remote viewing. Each time I make some time free to study remote viewing I get a deep discouraging feeling which feels artificial or injected.

I have shyzofrenia which gives me episodes of psychosis. So what you are reading you should take it with a grain of salt. But during my psychotic episodes I can clearly communicate with the E.T.'s. I have learned a lot on how they create fear to control. On how they are kind when forcing out information. And on how they somehow do not go further when I do not consent.

I've visited the past life regression hypnotist a few years back. I used to be an E.T. during the hight of the pyramids. I was a race of tall greys that could give birth in a womb and could transfer the ISBE into another body. We could also travel to different pyramids, like the aztec temple, and locations. So my guess is that we had highly advanced technology (for that time). I have a memory that I was attempting to prolong my life span with technology. My guess on why it didn't work is because my father set it up to be meant for humans. I used to be a priest and could walk with humans while hiding that I was an E.T. It must have been more than 5000 years ago. I died and reincarnated as many animals from microbe to hummingbird and now a human.

Here you can find my regression:

"They ask consent in a split second so the concious part cannot reflect."

You obviously believe that you can consent without being conscious. Why do you believe that?

I am practicing lucid dreaming. I am not that good but sometimes I am conscious. I think the E.T's visit in dreams. I learned that if you catch them you can consent or not consent. But if they are out to get you it's no use.

Try this:

1. Go into a meditative state and manifest a shield around you, like an energy shield. Put the following information into the shield: I do not consent.

2. Connect the shield to your divine spark inside you. That divine spark is the real you that is always conscious. The spark can't die, and therefore has unlimited energy.

3. Repeat this until you get a feeling that the shield is stable. The shield, as it's powered by your divine spark, will protect you even when you fall unconscious.

4. You can also make the shield ask questions or give instruction to anyone who is approaching you, like: If you want consent, wait for my conscious response. The shield then will wake you up if anyone tries to get through it.

5. As far as I know, the shield is most effective when its color is blue or white. Imagine a color and take the one that feels right to you.

Dean, have you ever tried to write a full chronological journal of your accounts? It would be interesting to see the full story.

Yes, psychosis could be involved but what could be happening is a sort of fracture line that the enslavers don't typically control. Like the non-speakers in telepathy tapes. Their abilities come from the fact that there's an unintended "defect" in the program.

I have no doubt that some of what you are sensing is reality. And the best way to do anything with it in my view is to organize it in some way. A chronological account seems like an ideal place to start.

Thanks, Tazz and Manuel!
I've put both of your advice on my work list.
I already have a chronical map but it's not complete yet. I'll post it here.
For the divine spark, shield meditation, I see there are a lot of video's on it on the internet.

Thanks!!!

Actually Dean, here's another suggestion.

If you start say a cloud based file system full of entries, I could contribute to its organization.

Let's say for example if you keep the entries small. Like a few sentences. And it's a description of what you think you experienced.

Keep each entry limited to the day that you're speaking about. Title it with the date of the day you're talking about. If you can't remember the exact day just guess. Even if it's just two sentences. Do it in textfiles. And let's say you want to have some commentary about what else it relates to, keep that in a separate file. Just add "see commentary"

Title your dates as follows: 4 digits for year, 2 digits for month, 2 digits for day. Nevermind time even if you get multiple entries with the same day (can just add letters like a,b,c).

If this gets started on the day you read this (like just one entry) I promise we can develop it into something

Use Google drive if you're trying to think of a user friendly service. It's corrupt like everything else but I don't care