I've been asking Harvey to send me messages in my dreams.
But, I don't think Harvey seems like the kind of person who makes it too obvious and too easy. He wants us to put in the work and doesn't go for dramatic appearances necessarily.
Anyways, I have been having dreams about ETs, death traps, secret space programs, meeting those who passed on etc etc but I can never realize it is a dream although it's interesting I seem to accept the structural reality of these things in my dream. They don't even really jolt me anymore. I accept them as normal and I don't wake up instantly in shock or have lucidity in my dream.
Yet, I've been wanting a bit more. So I keep asking Harvey send some more stuff to my dreams.
Anyways, two nights ago, I had a dream about going to a specific beach town in New England. It looked a bit different but at the beach I went into some sort of public bathroom. The stalls were broken but around the corner from them was another room with a Stargate. I was afraid to get too close because ISBES were there and I didn't want to clog the space near the gate too. Courtney was there too and I kind of realized I guess this is a place where something happens related to Farsight.
Anyways....
I was driving around today and had a few free hours. I suddenly realized, I can spend an hour or so actually going to this place. It's not far but not close. An hour away but I had enough time to sneak off there.
I followed a route I had been down but not down in a few years. Several things were different. Some new buildings were up in places, the VFW in a town had removed a cannon that had been outside since before I was born, and an intersection no longer had a stop sign so traffic could go straight through.
But one thing struck me as interesting. A new structure was going up near this hill and suddenly I realized I had seen this same thing in a dream a couple of years earlier when dreaming about the same route. It was like a deja vu...but I had never been there physically. I thought that was cool and was determined to complete my trip to the beach town.
When I got 2/3 of the way there, I thought about how Ebonique said to Aziz keep focusing, don't just get 2/3 of the way there. So I kept going even though the trip was feeling a bit longer than expected. But cool..I had been driven to find something I had already seen remotely in my dream.
At the beach, finally, I wondered whether there was any other point to this. Always looking for meaning. I didn't expect to find a Stargate or meet Harvey. I didn't. As I got to the end and looked at the nice view, I realized I needed to go to the bathroom. But, of course, all the public bathrooms were closed.
Yet I had already been subtly warned in my dream the stalls weren't functional before I got there, hadn't I? Never really thought much of it until I needed them. Maybe the end was a full circle self-fulfilled prophecy perhaps, but combined with the other structure I had seen in a dream years earlier and only saw today...it seemed maybe Harvey or someone did give me a nudge.
I don't think we're alone. And maybe in looking for the subtle rather than the dramatic we'll find how to connect.