Response to Buddha: up close and personal - Farsight Forums

I have to admit, this video really changed me in some way. All RV data was fascinating, and I felt I was there with them. The good thing about RV data presentation is that it opens doorways, and it really makes you contemplate deeply. It just suddenly triggers something.
For example, I recently had a thought, what if one can locate or identify all its soul's aspects, across all dimensions, all timelines, all ETs, all species, and all galaxies and universes. And then find a way of an easy communication system between them, and made them being aware of each other, like a telepathic hive mind of our whole soul system, if you like. Wouldnt that be cool? And harmonise them. I had this thought just a few days ago. Our guides are part of that group, part of that company. And then in todays session, Shante mentioned Buddha in his mind having multiple subjects having a communication, and that just prompted me to go back to this idea.
But, for me, it is difficult to do that, just going out there in 4D, let alone other dimensions. There are a lot of traps, false flags, fake imagery, artificial love internally, when you think it is, but it isnt, or when it isnt, it is. It is on a spectrum, not the centre. It feels like something is, but it is not. It is feels like it is artificially created for you to fall for it. So to discern clearly is very challenging. Just endless trial and error, and the aftermath trying to connect the dots. Same with equanimity of neutrality: when I feel I am in it, I am actually not. And I can be anywhere in daily life. Doesnt have to be meditation. So, there are so many different aspects, or mind states, and the moment you press one key too much or too long, you are out! And from there you are on the spectrum. And not to mention, you can press a wrong key, at the wost time. Or think you pressed the right key, feeling it is the right key, only to be some kind of trap. Like, it turns out it is fake or artificial, or an imitation.
So, firstly it is difficult just to establish which key you need to play when, and how to play it, and for how long. I found this balancing, getting the right tune, very difficult. And I have high standards. Not only in meditation, but at all times. Getting the right tune. And this is just to open the doors. Before anything even happens.
Is anything ours AT ALL in this life, or any life, I mean in terms of connections, or is EVERYTHING artificially created, for us to fall for it?
This is why I cant delve into 'GOOD ETS' vs 'BAD ETS' narratives. Everything seems fundamentally on some level 'a contruct', with a specific entrapment design, even if is a good intent temporarily, it will demand to be dismantled at some future point. I really cannot touch anything, I mean metaphorically. And every time when the shift happends, I cannot avoid creating a new karma. And I see the future, I see the pressure points, I know what not to do, and then I still do something, or something happens, or something I dont anticipate. Things still happen, in some shape or form.
They have too much power over us. This cannot go on. I am here 100% with Cortney, we not only need a genuine disclosure to happen, we need FULL, ONCE AND FOR ALL TIME IN ETERNITY disclosure to happen. But, it will still awaken only a fraction on the planet. I seen with Epstein files. Some people only got a few highly augmented headlines, from BBC. And that was their info, and then, off to work, school, back to prison. To some people, hardly anything registered. So full disclosure is only for us. This is my view.
If anyone has an idea on this, pls be kind & reply.